This has been a difficult week. I was honored and privileged to be able to share my heart about the love bond between two friends at his memorial service. It was bittersweet. Too often times I read all the cliches and right things to say and I can easily become cynical because the words only mask the pain. But truthfully, it was a bittersweet service and in our selfish loss, my friend is now home with Jesus. Am I suffering from the pain of loss? Absolutely! Am I joyous over hime being healed? Overwhelmingly celebrating him singing to and praising the Creator of all! My journey this past week has made very clear to me that God created me, God loves me and God is going to continue to pursue me as I strive for perfection in love with God. I am beginning to accept this undeserving gift. I am beginning to see I do have value and I am beginning to believe that what I share with others that I know about God also pertains to me. If you truly know me to the depths of my hidden,...